Meanwhile… 30jun2021

First iPad Pro / Ferrite + Audioshare recording went much better than I thought it would. Pretty sure I managed to work out the sound issues plaguing earlier episodes, but we’ll see. Beginning to think my transition away from Audacity and to Ferrite / iPad-podding (iPodding? iCasting? (I miss the iPod)) will go a little more smoothly than I had originally anticipated.

(Plan for the worst, hope for the best, expect some middle cocktail.)

Had hoped to record the fourth RE/EMERGENCE this morning as well – to send off to EJK before I keep pruning it into oblivion – but that’ll have to wait. It’s on its way, EJK - probably by week’s end, if not sooner.

This week’s GROUND LOOP, “What do you look for in a potential project?” is inbound, once I navigate Squarespace’s byzantine posting processes. 15 minutes, give or take.

STAR TREK DISCOVERY is really fucking good. On with the day – and whatever it entails. Or entrails. Whatever.

Reading:

(Duly filed under “Yes It Took Me This Long” but) STAR TREK: DISCOVERY is really good.

20 weeks.

Meanwhile… 29jun2021

Good morning; it’s currently 78ºF under sunny skies.

Thanks to a solid night of sleep, a rarity most welcome, I’m doing much better today. Nearing the end of my work on the fourth re/emergence story; one of those that took on a life of its own once I got out of my way long enough to let it do its thing – another moment of appreciating that I finally hurled DESCANSO into the world, its rhythms no longer blocking my brain.

Recognizing that part of – ok, most of – my problem has been that I spent so long in previous iterations of life and self, working – living – in the spaces between to avoid the conflict that the creative working process can create when mixed with the company and pseudo-parentage of the non– that, when I have the chance to be myself, to be who and what I am, I have little clue how to function and default to a default state of conflict avoidance.

(Get over that shit, I say; I’m working on it, I say.)

Curious iPad bug: it seems that, on occasion, copy/paste doesn’t work, even though it tells me that “iA Writer pasted from Safari” or whatever. Not sure if it’s an iA Writer bug or an iOS bug but there it is.

On with the day.

Good mail day.

EarBliss, 28jun2021: ALTER, by Lustmord and Karin Park.

Meanwhile… 28jun2021

Paying for a lazy Sunday in T1D currency, in that omnipresent feeling of not being able to stop, of not being able to slow down – even though all I want to do is sleep; the exhaustion, the weariness – it’s catching up with me. And I can feel it, more and more each day in the loop as it spins, faster and faster, ever and ever: the higher the blood sugar climbs, the less I’m able to concentrate enough to mitigate the stress response it unleashes; the less I’m able to stop the stress, the higher it climbs. Do more do more do more, ad infinitum. Just when you think you’ve got it fixed, you don’t; this is my life, now – self represented as a pingpong ball above and below the green, from one jarring to the next, in this neverending race to outrun myself.

(I am, fortunately, a runner.)

NL Sunday / Proof of Existence, 23-26jun2021

The week that was:

THE GROUND LOOP, Ep0008 - “What’s your omelette recipe?” (23jun2021)

No poison hemlock for you (24jun2021)

The Work, iPad Edition - Day One (25jun2021)

I Have Eaten in a Restaurant / iPadWork, Day Two (26jun2021)

The month’s MacroParentheticals dispatch inbound in +/60.

Seven years; happy anniversary, my love.

Playing:

I Have Eaten in a Restaurant / iPadWork, Day Two

Anniversary dinner (seventh, on Sunday), Sea Bass and steamed mussels and something else that escapes me – delicious. Had avoided restaurants since at least February 2020 because COVID made what was already an unpleasant experience (T1D testing, jabbing, counting, being around people, etc) even more unpleasant. That said, I’m glad I broke out of the shell: couldn’t ask for a better return to having someone else cook for me and, other than phone-based menus (which was kinda nice) and people further apart (even nicer), no real change from the last time I ate in a restaurant.

iPadWork update: USB-C connector works great. MG10XU mixer connects (though I have a lot of work ahead of me to master podcasting with an iPad) and, most importantly, I managed to find a way to make iOS’s abysmal monitor support work for me: plug it into the USB-C connector, use wireless mouse and Bluetooth keyboard - not the one that makes up half the case but the pair I’ve used for the last few years with the MacBook Air – and, since I have the monitor on an arm, lower the monitor in front of the iPad, transforming it into a single-task focus machine. Writing everything in Dark Mode helps mask the pan-and-scan-ness of said abysmal monitor support and, since it’s next to impossible to use iPad functionality (and I have a ton of distractions blocked while I work thanks to Screentime), it makes writing and focusing on one thing – and facilitating a mental adjustment to different purposes (iPad+Monitor+BlueKey = longform, single task writing / iPad +keyboard case = short, online, leaping about writing / iPad, sans case = mindless perusal and solitaire) –much easier.

In-lawn awaits; chainsaws and father-in-law hair cutting abound. Not with a chainsaw – though just test me, you cranky old bastard.

The Work, iPad Edition - Day One

Yesterday: a surprise - and most welcome - early arrival of my M1 11" iPad Pro. Took an hour, more or less, to get it set up for my processes: having taken it the full desktop/laptop replacement route, I have entered a future. Such as it is.

Keyboard on the Logitech Combo case is fantastic… love it. No regrets about choosing it over Apple’s Magic Keyboard ($100 cheaper). Hooked up my other Logitech keyboard, the one I used with the MacBook, old faithful - will use it when hooked up to the monitor - but have to wait on my USB-C adapter to arrive, scheduled for today and, though I have a wireless mouse I had been using with the MacBook Air, I’ll probably opt for a Bluetooth one at some point to keep the USB port on the adapter free.

Ease of keyboard hookup and decoupling makes an excellent mental switch from use to use, from focused, deep work longform writing machine to quick, daily ramble jottings. Monitor will add to that mental division, though I should mention here that, even if the monitor hookup gives less-than-stellar results, I can live with working exclusively on the iPad. This screen - the 11" - is stunning and clear as is - and is the same size as my erstwhile MacBook Air.

Downloaded and purchased: Ferrite for podcasting (I’ll miss you, Audacity, but the point of me doing podcasts to begin with was to learn new things; always be evolving). Considering adding the Apple Pencil to my tookbox for fine-tuning podcast edits. Hopefully the beautiful audio and processors in this thing help with the quiet MG10XU output to DAW; as the MG10XU’s replacement, non-Kirby devoured power cable also arrived yesterday, I’ll test along with monitor later this afternoon.

First quirk with iA Writer on iPadOS: the title bar stays at the top of the page in landscape: to eliminate, do a preview (Command-R) and go back. Presto, gone-o. Writing these posts - and most Micro-things - in Bear.

Current bottom line: Early stages of being in love. I WANT to write on this thing; it’s fantastic. Cutting the friction of startups and logins has been a remarkable change. Surprising myself: no inclination whatsoever to write on the MacBook Air – even without the monitor.

On with the day.

Autocorrect transformed my mangling of “Stories” into “So tired” and I’m pretty sure it’s trying to tell me something.

Links, 24jun2021

Marvel Launches NFT Comics And Collectibles Line With Veve, via Bleeding Cool.

Search is on for COVID-19 patient who escaped out a sixth-floor window of Osaka hotel, via SoraNews24.

“All Heroes Are Hated!”, via Pulp Covers.

Rembrandt’s Night Watch uncropped by AI 300 years after it was trimmed, via The Verge.

Igor Stravinsky Appears on American Network TV & Tells Stories About His Unconventional Musical Life (1957), via Open Culture.

(Another) long day.

Hello, beautiful. Let’s get to work.